I remember the moment of my friend tell the others that she now in love with this man. The glows of her face tells that she was a lucky girl in this world. She has found her Mr. Right. But, several days later she told me that they've broke up. She tells me that he was cheating on her. He just take an advantage upon her. Just using her. To be truth, i was shocked! I'm a type of 'soul mate' lover thinker. So, the first time i knew that this is the reality, i changed my mind. There are no such things. The world would never had Jack. The world just have a same person as Rose. There are not such loyal man. I ended up giving up and take single but not available as my tag line.
As the time goes by, i knew one story. A story about a very fine man. He was the man of everything a girl ever wanted. A very high and charming personality. Charismatic, romantic, bachelor , a very responsible person, good brother and son. He fell in love again for a girl at the same class. *we were in a same class though*. They were a couple. She was a fine lady. Her sweet smile and voice would make man fall. A grace woman, a friend of mine. The lovey dovey couple ended up their relationship 2 month later. I remember that time, because we had our mathematics test on that day. Other friend of mine told us that they've just broke up. This fact make me think a lot. Normally, a woman would fall for a man with sweet talks. But this girl just can't accept those sweet and romantic words given to her. Well, i just can't understand it. Why she would accept him if she knows that she couldn't accept his action..? Maybe, she just don't realize it yet? Or she had to find a reason to let this relationship go? She has her own reason, and i respect her. She stands on her words. Till now.
Here's a story of a girl who always adore this man since her premier school. What i can say about this man is he's a youngest brother in his family members. Fair and good looking man. With a several meet, they were a couple. She's done almost everything for him *except sex etc things*. And she was really in love for him. One day, he find it hard to continue with their relationship, so he just 'bye' her. Make her hearts breaks. Without any explanations. They just broke. 4 years later, he called her to tell how sorry he was for what he done before. He said, maybe it was what he's done to her that make other did a same thing to him. There it goes! What goes around goes around. Serve him right! Can't he said sorry to her right away he break their relationship? Why he had to wait till he had the same situation right on his face? Selfish! Coward!
Another story i learn is about a man who's been coupled with his girl for almost 8 years. Well, i guess more than that! He's a very handsome looking man. But, he use this credit to flirt with other. The other parties were his girl best friend. Imagine, a man spokes closely to you. So close that you could hear his breath flowing. To me, this is an unacceptable act! *Please, if you want to flirt in front of me..do think wisely!* Exactly. His attitude change my point of view for him. He just one of man type. I hope i'll never find one like him hereafter. The stay close in a picture which i placed it on my FB. Well, that female girl said that that man wouldn't mind just like his girl. But the fact is, he did mind! And seriously mad at me when i took that picture in my FB. He said..
"Don't mess up with me. I and ZZZZ has problem now. I'll have a difficult time to excessive her then. huh...remove it fast. huhuhuhu... if *that other girl* asks, just tell her that you don't want to let the picture in your FB"
His girl best friend for what i know is respected person. She's very spontaneous and outspoken too. Well, i just can't find in my heart that she'll treat her friend like that way some day. But, i guess i don't like that man. Precisely.
And a new story i learn a couple of days before opened my eyes on childhood friend. Starting a conversation with me just to have my other girl friends phone. It means that he had no intention to speaks to me at all. No wonder he just act like he didn't want to speaks with me at all. Huh! Another friend that make my day negatively cloud. Rainy day i guessed. I didn't envy his action to find a way to contact this girl but, you have to do it in a proper way. Yes, i am a spontaneous person and always takes 'never mind'. But, friendship is about what you build and based upon trusts. It makes me hurt to find out 5 minutes later that he just want that girl number. Yes, it hurts my pride. Even though i've been rejected or ignored, this is worsen enough! Sorry, but i can't accept his action. Maybe i would love to be gentlemen..but i guessed, all of that kind of man had been lost to other girl..huuuuuuuuuuuuu~
Sometimes, i really wanted to know what they felt for if they've met again their lover. Ex-girlfriend or ex-boyfriend. A person who used to know everything about you and become a complete stranger after you've broke with him/her. Maybe it will form a grudge? or you just think to let it go with the thought that you'll find a better person compare to him/her later? Love is something unpredictable and unimaginable. You could just dream a fantasy and sweet and long lasting romantic relationship. The reality lies on how you colour it. Love can be concluded like a painting or a canvas. Sometimes, you imagine that blank canvas would be a very prestigious painting day later. That blank canvas would be paint with a very admirable act, faces and colours. But, the truth is you can't paint it as you please. You may had a new ideas while you're paintings. That'll change the results of your paints. You might like it or hated it after worked for it. You wouldn't throw it away because it stands for all days you worked for. That painting would remain as a memory. Looking at it means you look at yourself.
I just can't imagine a fairy tale anymore. Because love is what you give and take. You can't hopes for a perfect one to be yours. You'll find it hard to living with him/her. Then, you'll always find yourself horrible. It is what you didn't think of. Because love and life is full of surprises... :P
